Falling for someone is very difficult for me. I am guarded, I am scared to let people in because when I love someone it’s with more than my heart. The pain of lose radiates through my whole body and eventually I go numb. Not only do I have to teach my heart to live without you but I have teach my fingers to live without your touch. I have to teach my lips to live without yours, my eyes to live without seeing you not with me. I have to give up your scent and your voice not being mine to have. I have to rebuild myself and it’s hard.
If I’m willing and brave enough to chance rebuilding myself, know you mean a lot to me.
I feel like I’m tethered to you, as much as you pull away I cant seem to free myself of you. It’s tiring being sprung along and I need to learn how to free myself of you.
My initial reaction is not to talk. I’m a listener. Ever since I was a child, I would sit, listen and figure people out. o_O
So by now everyone has probably heard the song Happy by Pharrell, and if you haven’t, I really have no words for you. That being said, there is one line in particular that makes me question Pharrell’s thought of being “Happy”. He says:
"Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof"
NO Pharrell! I don’t think I would be happy if I was a room without a roof. I’m pretty sure I would be miserable. What happens when it rains, did you think about that… yup, I thought so. Pretty sure you didn’t think about that rooms without roofs in Florida during hurricane season or the rooms with roofs in the Midwest during tornado season (btw, is there a tornado season or do they pop up whenever they feel like it?). Better yet Pharrell, what about the rooms without roofs up north? I really doubt they’re happy having to freeze their asses off in that arctic circle they had like 2 weeks ago (ya, not really sure if thats still going on)…
Sorry people, I thought it just needed to be said. There’s a lot of things that he could have used to convey his happiness.
Like, Clap along if you feel like:
An old man with a cane
A fat man with a slice of cake
or, get this… A ROOM WITH A ROOF o_O